My new normal is that even though I keep working out regularly even on days I don't feel like it I keep gaining weight or having trouble taking any of it off. I've been told that is a problems many people with an underactive thyroid gland have even so it is hard to be motivated when I don't see results. Of course results are also intrinsic in that I like to see my friends, enjoy running trails when I can, like the feeling I get after I successfully finish a run and feel better about eating when I know I have worked out.
My new normal is that I am asking for help. I have trouble asking for help with anything. Always have. But now I have been asking my friends to help me get out there. We are supporting each other now and that is a really good thing. Even on days when my energy is low I take some time out to do something even if it's just take a walk. And my friends have been so supportive too! I knew they would be. They ask me to group runs, support me when I am there, encourage me as I encourage them. It's like we are a team and that is what teams do!!
So I try not to get down on myself when my weight doesn't come off or stay off like it used to. I tell myself when my hormones get stabilized and things are all good with my diet and I exercise regularly I will get better, the workouts will get easier and the weight will stabilize and I will lose the extra pounds--i hope. Until then I will keep asking for help with motivation and enjoy the feel of my friends around me and not focus too much on the end game.